You can't get away from God, one way or another you will have to come face to face with him on that great day like the rest of us but you need to know that there's two judgments, the Judgment seat of Christ for those who believe in Jesus and we're born again and then there's the great white Throne judgment for those who have rejected the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ

 Everything is conditional in the Bible starting back in Genesis with Adam and the two trees yet God always tells us what to choose and believe and do and not choose and not believe and not do but he can't do it for us, God allows what we allow, God's promises are conditional based upon faith, God offers man salvation, God offers man healing, God offers man Deliverance, God offers man provision and so much more but man needs to know about it and believe it which is how he receives it, easy peasy

 Everything offered to fallen man and to the believer is offered because of his grace regarding something that God has already done and given freely, yet it was done and given positionally, but it has to be received by faith, you should do a real heavy duty study on what the word of God has to say about Grace and Faith even faith in the Old Testament, read the great faith chapter in Hebrews 11, and by the way you should do a study on the indicative in contact with imperatives in the New Testament you might learn something as well as the middle voice, every positional truth must be received by believing in order to become effective and efficacious, shalom

 He who prays little sees little, he who prays much sees much.

 The Fall of Man is not God's doing but Man's doing which is why its called the fall of man and not the fall of God therefore God is not obligated to save fallen Mankind nor is he obligated to send preachers to preach to good news nor was He obligated to make the good news available because if He was obligated to do all of that, it would not be called or considered grace.

 the true church not the building is the body of Christ the new creation therefore it's not a hospital for sinners it's an army the army of God those who are born again born of Incorruptible seed born of the Spirit born from above regenerated called to bring the Great Commission and the gospel of the Kingdom to the Lost and dying world, to bring healing to the sick and dying world and to bring Deliverance, that's the Church the Body of Christ the New Creation

 of course you're not, the god of this world has blinded your mind 2 Corinthians 4:4, you are spiritually dead in your trespasses and sin Ephesians 2 1 to 3, the message of the Cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, that's why the church has been given by the Lord himself the Great Commission, we're all born atheists with the sin and death nature as I was but I had a Praying Mother for 16 years and I was gloriously born again and saved in 1994 at the age of 31, thank you Jesus, Fair warning, eternity is a long time actually it's endless time meaning there's no end to it. Heaven or Hell, the Judgment seat of Christ for the Believers and the Great White Throne judgment for the unrepentant.