if you're trying to understand and believe the Holy Bible with your carnal worldly mindset, it's a big waste of time because you need to be born again you need to be born of the Holy Spirit and once you are born of the Spirit he will reveal to you the great truths that are to be found and unveiled from the Word of Truth The Holy Bible. I was an atheist at one time for 31 years and then I met God and everything changed for the better and it's been 31 years and I've never looked back, never went back to my vomit, never backslid never went back to the world, Jesus is the best thing that has ever happened to me and it could happen to you too if you will humble yourself, shalom