I was as depraved as they can come but I experienced the conviction of sin John 16:8-9 and that made all the difference for me and at that moment that I experienced this conviction of sin which enabled me to see my sin the way God saw it, it enabled and empowered me to repent and turn from my wicked ways which I did and I have never went back to my vomit, the world behind me the cross before me no turning back no turning back. Thank you Jesus