I lost my sister 13 years ago and I lost my father 8 years ago and I recently lost my mother at the age of 96 almost half a year ago all of them to be with the Lord because they were born again and for each one the Lord told me one word or two words which was "move forward". And I knew that he was there every step of the way yet I had to do my part and my part was to spend a lot of time with him as I did previously spending much time in his word, continually fasting just to name a few, losing my mom to heaven was our hardest one for me because I was her caregiver for the last 8 years especially the last 3 years after she had fractured her knee but I knew she was with the Lord but it did not ease the pain at the beginning but I knew what the Lord had told me and I went with that above every emotion that was working against me during that period of time. Shalom.