The more you become aware of who and what you are in Christ Jesus the more you will mature spiritually and the more you mature spiritually the more you will walk as Jesus walked doing the very same works that Jesus did and even greater works. Until you see those works in your life and Ministry you're not maturing spiritually but remaining a child of God and not growing up into your sonship, that's the litmus test that is greatly lacking in the overall True Church, the New Creation, the true Body of Christ.