of course you're not, the god of this world has blinded your mind 2 Corinthians 4:4, you are spiritually dead in your trespasses and sin Ephesians 2 1 to 3, the message of the Cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, that's why the church has been given by the Lord himself the Great Commission, we're all born atheists with the sin and death nature as I was but I had a Praying Mother for 16 years and I was gloriously born again and saved in 1994 at the age of 31, thank you Jesus, Fair warning, eternity is a long time actually it's endless time meaning there's no end to it. Heaven or Hell, the Judgment seat of Christ for the Believers and the Great White Throne judgment for the unrepentant.