if God was not compassionate we'd all be in hell today, God is Not holding your sins against you at this time giving you opportunity to repent before you breathe your last breath, you can mock God all you want but once you stand before him it will be too late to beg him to let you into his heaven even though he's willing to forgive your mocking while you are still alive on this Earth, the problem with atheists is that they don't understand the seriousness of sin and the consequences but those of us who are born again we understand it because we were at one time atheists going to hell but when the goodness of God showed up in our lives in different ways of course that's what enabled us to repent from our atheism and to turn towards God and believe in him and his word and his love for us, easy peasy.